Meanings In and Of Life

I had a conversation with a friend today. We talked about if we could do anything, no thought, what's the first thing that came to mind? We both answered. Our words were different, but he believed we said the same thing. In hindsight, I said everyone probably wanted the same kinds of things, maybe different... Continue Reading →

What Steers Our Journey?

We blame ourselves. Probably more times than we really ever remember or care to admit. We could probably list all the bad things that's happened to us. Shitty stuff happens. And sometimes we need to talk about those crappy situations. Though it doesnt need to rule your life either, but if you leave it inside,... Continue Reading →

Attachments + Love + Money

They say we should love ourselves above all else. That we should be able to live a life unattached. Well, I haven't quite figured that out, yet. My whole life has been about attachments. My world has often been consumed by others, and I guess that's where my problems started. My life has never really... Continue Reading →

Kids Will Come

Funny things, before each miscarriage, and any anytime I mentioned wanting children, I was told that I wouldn't be a good mother. I don't play with matches. I don't run around with scissors. I don't push kids down on the playground. I don't bully. I don't spew hatred. I haven't been the best human being.... Continue Reading →

More Than People See Us

If you've been following me for a long time, you know that I had surgery in August. My world completely shifted on July 19th; my entire existence stripped from me. In these months following surgery, I've been healing not just from the surgery and the year of not being able to walk without looking drunk,... Continue Reading →

COVID sucks

We lost another one. My grandfather has outlived so many and now he outlives his younger brother. This weekend marked the final goodbyes for both his brother and sister. COVID sucks! And today, I sit here with important people in my life with the utmost gratitude for all they've done for me. I don't think... Continue Reading →

Little Wins

Can we just take a minute to clap for the little wins? I've never allowed my nails to get long. The white of my nails hasn't existed since I was a child. You don't know how hard that has been to let them grown - horrible nail biter 😬 I know - and all this... Continue Reading →

The Pounds Are Down

My journey didn't start on the first of the year, but you better believe I'm just getting starting. Your girl is down some pounds and holding on with the #pruvitcore4 challenge! I'm just a customer: ashparkerley.pruvitnow.com Today, I weigh less than I did a decade ago. I'm down 71 pounds from my heighest weight. EVER.... Continue Reading →

Healing With Music

An aunt of mine passed away today. As my grandparents received the news that my Grandpa's sister was lost to COVID, I was in my room organizing things. I was making calls, a fire was lit in me to get things done. I was going to head out to the post office and then the... Continue Reading →

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