I did something I didn’t ever think I’d ever do…I recorded my voice and sent it to someone.
No words were said, but I realized I was singing for the wrong person. I didn’t let the silence take from a dream of reaching for something that was for me.
I decided to put myself out there and recorded a song I used to sing in church. It was a song my aunt made her own that we learned from another amazing church that would visit. It was a song I wanted to sing to the best of my ability. Back then, I didn’t realize what I was singing about, but something grabbed at my heart and this song hit me in a whole new way.
I still doubt my ability. This year really messed with my self-esteem, but I have to start somewhere. I have to fuel my wellness with what keeps me trucking along in the best way.
Here We Go